Ugh. I wrote the most detailed comment and MDD didnt send it though. Im beyond pissed.

The main points were:

Ireland is my comfort zone. (Even though Im still a SoFLo Girl.)

Its not my last stop. (I believe theres somewhere else in Europe specifically that I belong.)

People gave me the exact same crap you get all the time. A good deal of it is awlays because they're so jealous looking at what your doing that they fall behind and think you are trying to show off because your good at what you do.

Think about where you live and how you feel about it. Think about where you want to be and what you want it to be like. Try and match that to any place in the world. (Even America.)

Next time, im copying every paragraph as I write it. Lol.

This might sound kind of crazy but its alot easier than being black and living in America to me. I used to live in Florida which is a total melting pot of cultures but somehow being surrounded by mostly white Irish people makes me feel more comfortable. But its not the situation so much as it is the people.

They're polite, pleasant to be around, incredably friendly.... they would more judge me as an American than a black person any day which in reality makes things alot easier because being judged for you skin can make things complicated whereas if your being judged because of your country of origin you can defend yourself/expel whatever rumors there are without having to deal with bullshit. I guess bullshit would be me being called "the whitest black person you know" lol. Or having to defend myself because Id rather listen to rock all day then the rap on the radio. Idk. Its never bothered me too much because I like me, my friends liked me, and Im way beyond the steryotypical black girl of my age anyways...

Its nice to be surrounded by people who see a person, not a black person. I dont mind being the American though because I am a foreigner so it makes sense. I say things diffrently and stuff sometimes. Lol.

[xprincessxrenax]

thankyou sweetie (:

no it's not channel a normal 5$ shades (:
btw i soo agree with you,but not all are the same.
Have a great weekend.

Hiba

Hayy!! Thanks For The Comment :)

And This Entry Is Soo Tru I Hate It When People Are So Fake!!

Peace!!! x

ha, didn't know so many people we're jealous =)

too bad I'm moving to Seattle and I'll probably never see those girls again *aw shucks*

thank you :] and i know whatcha mean- i hate it when people are that fake

thats the thing.

i love my mom. it's just the Bible says to wait til' you are married to have Sex & people are on here saying like let her do what she wants. well what if she has sex AGAIN & then he dumps her?? Thats why God says to wait because if you do then the person made for you would respect you & not think that you're a slut, you know??

oh no worries. i do too =]
i always tease him about it.
whenever we go out to eat
i ask him to tell the host
"table for two, ike & tina"

^.^

-steff

Thanks.

I hope school gets better for you!

hey i liked ur entry me too i hate it when black people like cant be black people ur rite i wish i can vote too lol

thx for the comment so much..she's turning 15 btw...

too bad i dont live in america and we dont have those stores here so..but i might do something similar..ill figure something out..tnx again

xoxo

I would switch if I could but I go to a small school and there's only one person who teaches that class and he also teaches all the other classes. Which is why I don't understand why he wants me to switch. I guess he just despises me and donesn't want me to get what I want. 

actually it hasn't even turned into a hurricane yet. it's still a tropical storm right now but it's expected to turn into a hurricane by tonight. and it's not that bad. i think Florida's getting the most damage from it so Georgia will only get the rain/flooding and maybe tornadoes but i hope not.

yeah that name scares me to cuz i know a fay to. lol. i hate hurricanes.

i have that virgin shirt.

and it's even better since it's a maternity shirt.

i get a lot of weird looks!

xD

oh, and we found out after i wrote that entry that Jett's been beating Lexi, too. That's why she's been wearing jackets and jeans here lately. mom called the cops, and she's pressing charges for stagetory scatigory stagitary raping a minor.

Thank you so much for your advice :D. It means a lot that you care. :D I read your entry and it sounds terrifying!!! I hope everything is ok when you get your blood test done.

Much love, Many hearts,

Chelsea

I would do what my doctor tells me cuz your health isnt sumthing to play with....good luck and take care.

Wow. That's crazy. I would def. Take the meds your doc gives you but at the same time do the natural method too. What harm could it do? I mean, if by natural, you mean by eating super duperty healthy lol. I have heard of people curing their own cancer by eating right and excersising regularly...who would have thought? Good luck with salvation army!!! I will cross my finger till then! ( Mentally of course..derrr )

Oh and yes, that is what happens when you become a mom...those little things that don't seem so special to others are highlite's of my day...seriously. I can still get down wit it though...wow, I am a dork. Oh well...happens to the best of us!

im not breaking up with him! i dont want to! I need a solution to stop the arguing!!! DUH!

~PrettyInPink~

Hi...

I think the option has been disabled for now, im not 100% sure so will ask the tech guys and get back to you.

heyy!!, this is Amanda..ya know "mandanicole92"

just made a new one because people started to know me!

so i just wanted to let you know!!

i added you to my favorites again!

~manda nicole~

I have seen it hapen... my mom has them all the time atleast once a day sometimes there worse then others and soemtimes there not to bad i have lived with see my mom like that since i can remember im use to it in a way but thats why she don't stay home by herself why im always here with her she has it soo bad that she is not sure if it is a attack or a hart attack we have had the ambulance here a few times and that is why i don't leave her here by herself or why she won't stay here by her self why im here 24/7 with her.. but im sorry you had one..

omg i hope you get better!

yea she's cutee :D hehe

oh yea the part where he keeps saying i just can't stop hehe

thanx for the c0mment :D

byeee

mia <33

Well, good luck with the next test.

It seems like time has just flown by lately, doesn't it?!

the links u gave me where cute i showed them to my friends...they loved them and there gunna where them on the first day of shcool lol. Me...i wasn't to into them...i think im gunna go with a polo dress (no stripes) ans some cute ballarina flats. Thanks for your sugjestions they were cute...just not on me...:)

~Katie

ohh thats bad...well i hope u pass the next one..

Best of luck,

Natasha

Thank you for posting your view on my diary and I agree with you completely. I don't believe any group deserves to be discriminated against and I can assure you I do not treat people who are over weight any different from a person who many be super slim.

- Pandora

cool :D

wait u mean ur name is mia or miaM??

byeeee

mia<33

OMG thanks soooo much for commenting! lol my body type...welll im tall im 13 so im not like "REALLY big upstairs" (im a 32A) I have long arms i dance so my legs are...ok...not chikin legs but not riped. ha. so what do u think comment on the school entry please! thanks!

~katie

Yeesh. I am a stay at home mom for the summer and I go back to work during the winter. We def. Didn't plan the pregnancy but sh*t happens. I was exactly like you on your thoughts of having kids. I NEVER wanted kids or to get married...haaaa but I am married and have a 2 year old :-/ Obviously I have changed my opinion on having kids and what not,  it really isn't that bad!

Honestly there isn't any way to erase the pain.
Ive attempted all you can do is Think positive and dont give up
A smile always help me :D

hope you make it through

with love..
      -Taylor.

Thanks for the comment :)

Andd, i love shopping :D

I feel your pain on the not sleeping and having head aches. It's not the same reason but i know how you feel.

<3 Shelb's

My dad had cancer and killed himself bc he didn't want the cancer to get him first

Ah Okaaaaaaay

Lol you're right, I don't like the bad boys and never did, cause i've always been someone who likes serious relations and bad boys can never give you that.

Yeah.

Back in my wild and crazy days I swung both ways quite often, so I don't mind so much.  lol.

what i would do is when u are at you worst hive and all go to the ER. they will call your mom and get the info. and tell them you are not leaving until they help u they cannot turn you away. if your mom doesn't give them insurance info then she will get a bill and im sure she would rather insurance take care of it.

you may have a problem with your thyroid and if that is the case it can be easily fixed but until then it can completely mess up you system and do serious damage.

thanksss for ur comment!!

Well, I'm assuming this lady MUST have been on birth control...maybe she was on the type that stopped her periods.  OR...maybe they just did it in the shower when she was on it.  lol.

& yes...I hate being pregnant.  = ]